My Life and Thoughts

Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.
~Wally 'Famous' Amos~

Friday, December 02, 2005

Rainy Day

Yes as usual, still working in the office. A lot of things happened for the past few weeks, shed tears, shared joy and laughter and spent lonely boring moments myself.

I’m happy to see some changes in the airport, even if nobody acknowledged me as one of the contributor, I’m very happy with my achievements and hard work, although I went through tremendous pressure and stress on my work and depression was running high. I burst out, I cried and I complained, eventually I managed to control my feelings now.

I was happy that my long time late night officemate Karn moved in my house and am sad to know that she’s leaving JB to KL soon for good. Sigh… at the time you thought you will have an accompany not only in office when you are cracking your head for the work at night when nobody else but her around, and when you need someone to talk to at home, she’s there, the shocking news after her return from KL, brought sadness to me. I’ll miss her dearly when she’s gone, just like how I cried hugging Nisha at the doorstep, and again, this is happening to me again to watch my closed ones leaving me one by one. WE COME IN A PACKAGE! Without you, the package is no longer complete. Now all the memories flashing back and I’ll miss all the time we shared, Karn, (walking to pantry room now because I just shed few tears and want to wipe it off before you see it), including the unfortunate incident this afternoon! Hahaha…. The saying is right, when there is a meeting, there will be a separation. Wish you all the best in future undertakings and good luck when you get there in the new environment.

I’m thinking now, who’s going to accompany me when I have to stay back to work in the office everyday? I do not need a great fortune teller to predict what’s going to happen to me, but I knew and foresee that I’ll be working late daily and the assistant promised by my boss will not be here to lessen my burden that soon! I’ll be alone again soon…. very soon.

Let me recap what I have done for the past two weeks. I attended Mr. Humble’s wedding somewhere 45 minutes from my sis’s place in KL on 19th Dec. I just felt that I needed a break and run away from my place, and I did the right decision. By spending Saturday night with my sis and whole Sunday in Times Squares and Sungai Weng was great. I really enjoyed Harry Potter – The Goblet of Fire! It is very exciting and nice movie to watch and managed to buy a blouse and a pair of giant earrings. One more, a blouse given by sis as my 24th Birthday gift (Yes, I’m getting older). I ended the trip by taking Superior Night Train slept all the way down to JB, and indeed that two talkative guys were annoying. I know you both are good in drinking beer so what? Do you have to share the experience whole night long and disturbed my sleep?

The next week after that, my initial plan of attending Nisha’s wedding on Saturday night and straight away go to Singapore for PC Fair in Expo on Sunday was cancelled due to one surprise visit of a person. I have to cancel my Singapore trip because of him all out of courtesy. I respect my foster sister’s decision and advice, that’s why I stayed back in Senai for him! Meeting him on Saturday was something new and adventurous as it tested my observant instinct and sarcastic criticism personality. I had no choice but to entertain him the next day for lunch, I knew clearly there was no chemistry between us because I didn’t find him attractive to me in any ways, neither inner personalities nor appearance. By saying this, doesn’t mean he’s unattractive and ugly, no! He’s ok looking just that some factors making the whole thing seem so wrong. He threw strong hint on his interest towards me but I am trying to avoid him, but of course he’s after all still a friend I just met, not more than that.

This week from Monday until now, I have been working like cow. Very often, I tend to forget what day, date or time. Last night we decided to send out clothes for laundry service as they are really piling up and the rainy season is not suitable to hand wash all our clothes. They will sure smell stink! We took our time to categorize our clothes in few plastics bags and I put right beside my main door so remind about the appointment with the dearest laundry shop in Senai next to Saleng road.

When I was in the midst of busyness, Karn sms me “Want to go to laundry?”
“Yes, please wait a while, I’m still in first floor.”
“Ok, please hurry up.”

I ran down to office few minutes later and we went back to take our clothes from our humble place. It started to drizzle and dark cloud all over. Something bad was going to happen? I though my judgement was right, everything would be fine. But unfortunately it didn’t happen that way. We were caught in the rain all the way down to the shop I recommended. It would be the first time in my life to send my clothes to laundry.

What’s new now? THE SHOP CLOSED DOWN ITS BUSINESS ALREADY!! Frustrated, we waited for the rain to subside and went to TAWAKAL area as Karn’s instinct said there was a DOBI-IN there. But the luck was not on our side. We were soaking wet and there is no dobby shop in Perindu at all! AAArrrhhhh…. I was damn hungry. “Karn, can we eat first?”

After lunch, “How about we go back in the rain now and change clothes at home? And wait for the rain to stop before go back to office.”
“Ya you are right, after all we are kind of wet now!”

In the end, instead of sending our clothes to laundry, we added few more pieces of clothes to wash by ourselves!! Oh god… well, we were just so unlucky!

“What did happen jen? You were not wearing these this morning right?”
“Ya, I am having fashion show today. Like it?” hahaha… “Well, I was caught in the rain la”

Stayed back in office to work and accompanying Karn till 12.40am in the office this time although I promised myself “No matter what, I must come back home earlier today to wash all my clothes!”
I finished washing my clothes at 2.15am and lied on the bed until 4am still sober… what’s wrong with me?

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