Well, What To Write? My Sickness and Doctor
I’m sick but still working in the office and crunching muruku. No, I don’t want to be fat but yes, I’m risking myself to be fat. What to do? That’s the only way to release tension. Coming back to work from long Raya break is awful. Billions of pending work to do and millions of new work coming in. Oh, I’m so “strong” to handle all. Heavy weight champion!
Just because a call for 1 hour 45 minutes, it had cured partially of my “sickness” away. It’s not that I’m going to have new happy beginning although I was hoping it to happen, I simply don’t have any answer to the phenomenon happened to me. I had spell years ago until I was blinded and because of the same spell I was rescued out from a tragic. Am I happy about it? Well, at least it eased my current pain but it brought back all the old scars. I can see all of it all over my body and soul.
Work life is forever busy, hardly have time to rest and nose bleeding incidents never stop. I think because of work, I have neglected my own health, which is intolerable and unacceptable! Money can’t buy happiness, neither good health. Why am I sending myself to hell? And now I’m down with flu. Well, things aren’t get any better are they?
Am I workaholic? Yes I think so. Am I perfectionist? Yes I think so too. Am I sadist? Hell ya! Else why do you think am I torturing myself with all sort of nonsense issues?
Weekend was all ok besides the flu that I infected. Had Japanese food and the rest of the time spent on sleeping and resting at 3rd bro’s house because I had nothing else to do. My life is boring, yes, and how to improve it? No solutions! Hahah…. And just because of indulging myself at work in the office to get rid of my free time at night, I was diagnosed a fatal critical DISEASE called “DEPRESSION”. And due to that sickness, my foster sister was looking around for the MEDICINE that she thought is the best for me. She sent a doctor to treat my disease, but do you think it will work if the medicine dosage is too HIGH for me to consume? I hope it won’t lead to another side effect again. Please Please Please….. I have enough of sickness, I’m a sick person, a mental patient and above all, I’m a corpse…..
Just because a call for 1 hour 45 minutes, it had cured partially of my “sickness” away. It’s not that I’m going to have new happy beginning although I was hoping it to happen, I simply don’t have any answer to the phenomenon happened to me. I had spell years ago until I was blinded and because of the same spell I was rescued out from a tragic. Am I happy about it? Well, at least it eased my current pain but it brought back all the old scars. I can see all of it all over my body and soul.
Work life is forever busy, hardly have time to rest and nose bleeding incidents never stop. I think because of work, I have neglected my own health, which is intolerable and unacceptable! Money can’t buy happiness, neither good health. Why am I sending myself to hell? And now I’m down with flu. Well, things aren’t get any better are they?
Am I workaholic? Yes I think so. Am I perfectionist? Yes I think so too. Am I sadist? Hell ya! Else why do you think am I torturing myself with all sort of nonsense issues?
Weekend was all ok besides the flu that I infected. Had Japanese food and the rest of the time spent on sleeping and resting at 3rd bro’s house because I had nothing else to do. My life is boring, yes, and how to improve it? No solutions! Hahah…. And just because of indulging myself at work in the office to get rid of my free time at night, I was diagnosed a fatal critical DISEASE called “DEPRESSION”. And due to that sickness, my foster sister was looking around for the MEDICINE that she thought is the best for me. She sent a doctor to treat my disease, but do you think it will work if the medicine dosage is too HIGH for me to consume? I hope it won’t lead to another side effect again. Please Please Please….. I have enough of sickness, I’m a sick person, a mental patient and above all, I’m a corpse…..
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