I AM SUBJECTTED TO REQUEST!!!
When everybody was either really busy or acting busy as Mr. Trump is in the office today, I feel so helplessly bored. It’s been long while I never update my blog or even jot down things that had happened. After moved out from Cargo department, I spent one relaxing month in Technical department almost doing nothing but as what Ainie said “freight forwarder” who was not forwarding cargo but forwarding emails! Well, I was sitting in the protected area where nobody would disturb me besides the architect! He never asked me to do anything for him but I felt bad when he saw me checking email daily! The situation was tougher when I finished checking emails. Those people that I was reporting to have their own respective tasks to busy with and I felt so shy and lazy to start asking them or breaking the ice regarding my so called TRAINING there. “Are you free? Can spare some time brief me about your unit?" It seemed so hard for me to do so and I have no idea why! Besides emails, surfing net, wasting time, I wrote my report! I didn’t enjoy writing report. And I started to wonder what do I like to do! Life oh life….
I am not used to mix with technical people because I didn’t know them and nobody ever introduced me to them. Seriously I didn’t know their name, I guess it's almost 90% of the staff who always on site and never come to office that often. I felt so terrible especially I could not communicate with anyone through telephone! The fellow never took action to help me shift the extension line to my office and even pissed me off when he laughed at me for not having telephone! What the….? But one thing is I had great humour time with the architect who can joke and laugh with me! hehehe one funny fellow.
When one month was over and Ainie and I was excited that we were moving out from the office and be closer to the gang, we even discussed about the exact time to start moving out but then bad news came. She had been extended another month in what what footer department. Our training period has been shortened and all of us especially Karn and me are very disappointed with the new revised schedule. Sigh, anyhow, time passes very fast and for the past 11 months didn’t mean much to me, apatah lagi when it’s just another 3 months on the road in this nonsense F***ING training?? (refer to MT Class drawing below).
Karn has finally moved in to Durian’s house and the day before was a very shocking day for Karn and I as the scene was too unbearable! For the first time in my whole life I saw that and it’s the most “valuable” experience for me. Well, beyond description on how’s the house condition not due to the house structure but the things scattered all over the place. I had the feeling like OH MY GOD *JAWS DROPPING DOWN* and had strong sympathy on Karn for her staying there.
“Nevermind lah Jen, For RM25 per month, ok la!” Karn tried to convince me and herself to think POSITIVELY.
After I helped Karn to move in her stuff on Sunday, we had lunch in Singgah Selalu and shopped for necessaries in “Raksasa” Tampoi. Then it’s SHOW time! War of the World, Tom Cruise was handsome and the movie was cool in its graphics and animation part, but the whole storyline so so only. It’s a big turn off for me and disappointment as it didn’t meet up my expectation like Kingdom of Heaven and Lord of the Rings.
As I failed to get the sweet spot that I aimed, I gave up on arguing with that bugger. To him, office tables are for files and folder to sit on! ID**T! I had no choice but to sit right beside the main conference room, my fear was my loud voice that will disturb those people that always like to call for meetings! I can’t change my habit of talking too loud without realizing it! What if I get myself into trouble when my voice disturbs their meeting concentration!? I’ll be in DEEP SH*T! But well, thank god I am not sitting at the initial place I wanted, else I’ll eat up that bugger alive! Aaahhh… I hate him!!! Opppsss… I cannot hate anyone! How?
For the past two weeks in current department, I feel lost and helpless. Suddenly I feel I’m like a useless person that cannot do anything. Luckily I followed Karn and Macha walked around the terminal for some matters to kill my time, I did enjoy it just like what I did last time when I was assigned to handle terminal advertising project. That’s why I understand how Karn felt when she was burnout that particular period. I am seriously tired of rotating different departments be it long or short period, it really makes me clueless on what I am doing! It’s terrible to move from one department to another department after every one month and now I’m facing the challenge of moving every two weeks!! Back to Cargo Complex AGAIN for only TWO WEEKS????? Wasn’t I moved around very often last time?? From one room to another room in marketing, then ground handling, then cargo then technical and now main office and soon move out again?? Oh goshhh…. I seriously regret of taking up this offer to put myself in the situation that I need to be kicked here and there with the stupid reasons!
YES, MANAGEMENT TRASH IS SUBJECT TO REQUEST! Whoever can simply say they need anyone of us then we will be assigned there. What to do?? We are too flexible and cheap! It’s like a ball be thrown here and there and if they don’t like it, to dustbin you go. Actually I’m tired of complaining because I don’t see any point of doing so. I was the one decided to come after few times of persuasion from the people here. I put myself in such situation so I should be liable of all the consequences! Oh I hate to take all the blames to myself because I trusted their ability to provide COMPREHENSIVE programmes! Oh well, it’s no where in the sight anyway!
Hey come on, stop being pessimistic! Look ahead, I have BRIGHT future!!! *sounds unconvincing*
I am not used to mix with technical people because I didn’t know them and nobody ever introduced me to them. Seriously I didn’t know their name, I guess it's almost 90% of the staff who always on site and never come to office that often. I felt so terrible especially I could not communicate with anyone through telephone! The fellow never took action to help me shift the extension line to my office and even pissed me off when he laughed at me for not having telephone! What the….? But one thing is I had great humour time with the architect who can joke and laugh with me! hehehe one funny fellow.
When one month was over and Ainie and I was excited that we were moving out from the office and be closer to the gang, we even discussed about the exact time to start moving out but then bad news came. She had been extended another month in what what footer department. Our training period has been shortened and all of us especially Karn and me are very disappointed with the new revised schedule. Sigh, anyhow, time passes very fast and for the past 11 months didn’t mean much to me, apatah lagi when it’s just another 3 months on the road in this nonsense F***ING training?? (refer to MT Class drawing below).
Karn has finally moved in to Durian’s house and the day before was a very shocking day for Karn and I as the scene was too unbearable! For the first time in my whole life I saw that and it’s the most “valuable” experience for me. Well, beyond description on how’s the house condition not due to the house structure but the things scattered all over the place. I had the feeling like OH MY GOD *JAWS DROPPING DOWN* and had strong sympathy on Karn for her staying there.
“Nevermind lah Jen, For RM25 per month, ok la!” Karn tried to convince me and herself to think POSITIVELY.
After I helped Karn to move in her stuff on Sunday, we had lunch in Singgah Selalu and shopped for necessaries in “Raksasa” Tampoi. Then it’s SHOW time! War of the World, Tom Cruise was handsome and the movie was cool in its graphics and animation part, but the whole storyline so so only. It’s a big turn off for me and disappointment as it didn’t meet up my expectation like Kingdom of Heaven and Lord of the Rings.
As I failed to get the sweet spot that I aimed, I gave up on arguing with that bugger. To him, office tables are for files and folder to sit on! ID**T! I had no choice but to sit right beside the main conference room, my fear was my loud voice that will disturb those people that always like to call for meetings! I can’t change my habit of talking too loud without realizing it! What if I get myself into trouble when my voice disturbs their meeting concentration!? I’ll be in DEEP SH*T! But well, thank god I am not sitting at the initial place I wanted, else I’ll eat up that bugger alive! Aaahhh… I hate him!!! Opppsss… I cannot hate anyone! How?
For the past two weeks in current department, I feel lost and helpless. Suddenly I feel I’m like a useless person that cannot do anything. Luckily I followed Karn and Macha walked around the terminal for some matters to kill my time, I did enjoy it just like what I did last time when I was assigned to handle terminal advertising project. That’s why I understand how Karn felt when she was burnout that particular period. I am seriously tired of rotating different departments be it long or short period, it really makes me clueless on what I am doing! It’s terrible to move from one department to another department after every one month and now I’m facing the challenge of moving every two weeks!! Back to Cargo Complex AGAIN for only TWO WEEKS????? Wasn’t I moved around very often last time?? From one room to another room in marketing, then ground handling, then cargo then technical and now main office and soon move out again?? Oh goshhh…. I seriously regret of taking up this offer to put myself in the situation that I need to be kicked here and there with the stupid reasons!
YES, MANAGEMENT TRASH IS SUBJECT TO REQUEST! Whoever can simply say they need anyone of us then we will be assigned there. What to do?? We are too flexible and cheap! It’s like a ball be thrown here and there and if they don’t like it, to dustbin you go. Actually I’m tired of complaining because I don’t see any point of doing so. I was the one decided to come after few times of persuasion from the people here. I put myself in such situation so I should be liable of all the consequences! Oh I hate to take all the blames to myself because I trusted their ability to provide COMPREHENSIVE programmes! Oh well, it’s no where in the sight anyway!
Hey come on, stop being pessimistic! Look ahead, I have BRIGHT future!!! *sounds unconvincing*
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