Jealousy

I had my breakfast with the out-of-the-crowd colleague two days ago and bumped into the rest of the gang who not ngam with him. They used to mix with me, and friendly with me, but ever since that incident, one of them teased me “Oh Jen pergi sarapan tak ajak saye eh!” I quickly changed the topic.

Things got worse after “Jakarta” announcement and the meeting I have “exclusively” with boss and clients this afternoon. They looked at me like alien who got some sort of treatment that they don’t have, for instance telephone line with direct call, boss’s old table (bigger one) with another pc table, own pc with internet access etc etc.

I can tell some of them started to act differently towards me. They are not as friendly as before. What the out-of-the-crowd colleague said might be true, office politic is scary in this office (well, anywhere has this problem). It’s not that they are stressed out because of work. I know them well, what so stressful about work here? Relax only, plus handling two flights per day, don’t tell me suddenly today everyone so tired that none of them would like to talk to me!

What’s going on?

At the same time, I realized he’s trying to approach me and get a step closer. “Jen Jen, miss me or not?” Disgusted. “Have you been to jalan-jalan in JB? Danga Bay, Seberang Tebrau etc. Maybe one day we should go out to have some great food in JB huh?